The Product of Jealousy
I don't know what's happening to me lately. I think this is because I'm getting jealous or something. It started when I first learned that my previous classmate was starting to chat, text and talk with my friend. Way back when I can still remember, she and I don't talk too much. It is because I can feel that she doesn't like to talk to me or something. But lately I could observe that she starts talking to me but I can really predict that it is because she and my friend are talking so, for me, I can foresee that she is just a plastic. It hurts me because I get jealous and this results to a mood change and it affects my attitude towards my friend.
This night I received an IM from her.. asking whether or not there will be a training this Saturday.. I answered her and told her no.. we chat for awhile and I know that she is texting my friend while we were talking so I could understand... later she asked the question once again. I got irritated and so I signed out from YM. After that, my friend texted me and asked the same question and I know that they were talking.. I'm not that dumb! I texted him.. no and told him that I already informed him earlier. I texted him coldly and I don't want to continue so I left him hanging..
I could remember that he said that it would be different for him because we are not going to see each other.. tsk tsk tsk.. as if.. I'm not believing... I knew that they wanted so much to have a SAT because they wanted to see each other on Saturday.. yeah right! well... if that's the case.. I'm out of here...
I don't want to end our friendship yet I can really feel that I might end it sooner or later... It's hard for me to tell my reason behind my attitude since I don't want him to react or something but I have nothing to do...
Only time knows when will this end...
:c
This night I received an IM from her.. asking whether or not there will be a training this Saturday.. I answered her and told her no.. we chat for awhile and I know that she is texting my friend while we were talking so I could understand... later she asked the question once again. I got irritated and so I signed out from YM. After that, my friend texted me and asked the same question and I know that they were talking.. I'm not that dumb! I texted him.. no and told him that I already informed him earlier. I texted him coldly and I don't want to continue so I left him hanging..
I could remember that he said that it would be different for him because we are not going to see each other.. tsk tsk tsk.. as if.. I'm not believing... I knew that they wanted so much to have a SAT because they wanted to see each other on Saturday.. yeah right! well... if that's the case.. I'm out of here...
I don't want to end our friendship yet I can really feel that I might end it sooner or later... It's hard for me to tell my reason behind my attitude since I don't want him to react or something but I have nothing to do...
Only time knows when will this end...
:c
posted by Ricendithas @ 10:13 PM,
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